Shred me.
Tear me up
and leave me wasted.
Crawl inside me
and poison me
from the inside out.
I’m dead anyway.
I was done the instant
I saw you,
standing in the afternoon sun
amid the straggling
crowd.
So obliterate me.
You know you can,
and somewhere inside,
you know you want to.
Give me mercy.
Put me down like a rabid dog
and end this nightmare
I’m trapped in.
There is no
life after you.
3-20-20
I want you to be overwhelmed
by me;
breathless,
dizzy,
unable to turn
away.
I want you to see me,
all of me.
I want you to want
to explore
all the hidden corners
wrapped in shadow
that no one else
can see.
I want you to persue me
relentlessly,
to fight for me
like I am your most coveted
prize,
your fate,
your only.
But you are lukewarm
in your attentions.
For all your
lust
you are empty of
passion.
There is no subtelty
to your art,
and your arrogance
betrays
your hand.
You love to play
the hero,
but you are just
another fool.
6-24-18
The storm
wails deep inside;
it slams against the walls
and threatens to overtake me.
I feel the ground begin to slip away;
it crumbles into the dark wind.
That wind crumbles me too.
I’ll not escape
the storm.
4-24-18
Shattered Mindspace 